This week I had my regular phone consultation with my homeopathic doctor, Dr. David. I usually look forward to these appts because it seemed as though he and my naturopathic doctor are the only doctors who believe in what I am trying to do. I was totally caught off guard when he said that maybe it wasn’t possible for my kidneys to heal. If it was liver it might be possible but not the kidney.
At one time my mainstream specialists told me that also and I was very upset. When I told Dr. David about that comment he asked if I was going to let them decide my destiny. I am so confused as to his comments now. I also feel very bad because I needed that support. Anyway, I told him that it would be good to have my example of healed kidneys to use for other patients. I don’t see it as my job for me to reassure him but I guess I needed to hear that as much as he did.
It is crazy how I just can’t doubt this process. It’s as though I have some kind of knowing that I will some day be living a life free of dis-ease. So I move forward the best I can. I told Dr .David that I felt it was time to try something new. Something to give my body a bit of a jump start because things were stagnating and there had been no change for awhile. He is sending me another remedy to go along with the one I’m taking now. It might help.
Tonight I watched the Larry King show on NBC channel. His guest was Tony Robbins, a motivational life coach who helps people get there lives back in order. I’m going to look for his books in the hopes of discovering another avenue I haven’t tapped into yet.
I’m making an appt with a naturopathic kidney specialist in Vancouver. I have to finish filling out a form about my health history and then he and I will talk. I’m looking forward to that. The universe provides the people needed as I’m ready. I’m very grateful.
Until next time, take care.
Friday, July 30, 2010
Friday, July 2, 2010
Sorry it's been so long!
Happy Canada Day everyone!
I haven’t written in awhile because I thought I had nothing to write about. Is that what they call, “writer’s block”? I think it is more a case of fear. I have a very hard time sharing my feelings and thoughts. If I can’t find something else to talk about then I would rather just listen. There is always somebody who is more than happy to talk about themselves! Anyway, recently something happened and I have decided to share the experience with you. As uncomfortable as I am, I’m thinking it will be good for my health to learn how to do this. It will be like exorcizing the negativity in my life.
I have a vision board on the wall in my bedroom and as writing a book is part of my vision, I have a copy of my book sitting right by my computer. I have put a mockup of a book jacket on a book so that it looks like I wrote the book. This cover has my picture on it, a title and it says by “Best Selling Author” Mary Dancey.
One of my friends stopped by and when she saw that book she picked it up and burst out laughing. She laughed very hard and loud and said, “Yaw, right Mare!” She was ridiculing my vision! My response was to tell her she will be laughing out of the other side of her face when I’m living high from the money I make from my best seller!
I was very disappointed in her reaction. Since I’ve been sick, I have found that some of the people I was calling a friend don’t have my best interest in mind. It seems they want to be my friend as long as I don’t grow past them. They try to pull me back down when they can. I see that some of my people want to learn and grow with me but I have also learned that I won’t be able to take all my old people with me on my journey of healing.
That makes me sad at times but I now can look at it in a different way. Their reaction to me isn’t personal, it isn’t even about me. It is about them and their own fears to deal with or to live with. I see that I’m attracting new people to me, people who are very positive and far more supportive than a lot of people who I’ve known a long time. I have decided that my experience as Mary, will be exciting and prosperous from now on. I’m anxious to meet the new positive people that I’ll attract along the way. I am ready to let go of the others with the hopes that they some day realize that our experience on this earth is a choice we make. I will stop resisting this shift and embrace the changes I’m about to make.
Until next time, take care.
I haven’t written in awhile because I thought I had nothing to write about. Is that what they call, “writer’s block”? I think it is more a case of fear. I have a very hard time sharing my feelings and thoughts. If I can’t find something else to talk about then I would rather just listen. There is always somebody who is more than happy to talk about themselves! Anyway, recently something happened and I have decided to share the experience with you. As uncomfortable as I am, I’m thinking it will be good for my health to learn how to do this. It will be like exorcizing the negativity in my life.
I have a vision board on the wall in my bedroom and as writing a book is part of my vision, I have a copy of my book sitting right by my computer. I have put a mockup of a book jacket on a book so that it looks like I wrote the book. This cover has my picture on it, a title and it says by “Best Selling Author” Mary Dancey.
One of my friends stopped by and when she saw that book she picked it up and burst out laughing. She laughed very hard and loud and said, “Yaw, right Mare!” She was ridiculing my vision! My response was to tell her she will be laughing out of the other side of her face when I’m living high from the money I make from my best seller!
I was very disappointed in her reaction. Since I’ve been sick, I have found that some of the people I was calling a friend don’t have my best interest in mind. It seems they want to be my friend as long as I don’t grow past them. They try to pull me back down when they can. I see that some of my people want to learn and grow with me but I have also learned that I won’t be able to take all my old people with me on my journey of healing.
That makes me sad at times but I now can look at it in a different way. Their reaction to me isn’t personal, it isn’t even about me. It is about them and their own fears to deal with or to live with. I see that I’m attracting new people to me, people who are very positive and far more supportive than a lot of people who I’ve known a long time. I have decided that my experience as Mary, will be exciting and prosperous from now on. I’m anxious to meet the new positive people that I’ll attract along the way. I am ready to let go of the others with the hopes that they some day realize that our experience on this earth is a choice we make. I will stop resisting this shift and embrace the changes I’m about to make.
Until next time, take care.
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