Wednesday, May 4, 2011

I just finished watching an episode of Oprah, the topic was the 50th anniversary of a group called the Freedom Riders. Being a little girl when this group was formed and creating a stir in 1961, I had never heard of the Freedom Riders. It was a large group of men and women of different races, religions and walks of life who banned together to put a stop to segregation in the States. You can read about this event online, just Google Freedom Riders.

I felt sick to my stomach after watching this program. I have never had that kind of hatred directed toward me so I really don’t know what it would feel like but I know I wouldn’t like it. The amount of courage these people showed to stand up for their own freedom and that of the next generation amazes me. All of them risked their lives in the hopes of making the world a better place.

I am humbled by these kinds of people and am grateful for their existence. This serves as a reminder to me that anything is possible. And now 50 years later the Freedom Riders are still doing good. Today some white chick in small town Saskatchewan has been inspired by their story and will use it to help gather the courage needed to move ahead in her journey of healing.

I will continue to ignore the doubters, of which there are many, and concentrate on the pioneers of yesterday; the ones who were able to face their fears and rise above. Who knows, maybe 50 years from now somebody will be inspired by my story and use it to help them gather the courage needed to deal with their difficult situation.

Until next time, take care.

Wednesday, April 6, 2011

BodyTalk

On the weekend I went to a BodyTalk, Modules 1&2 course. This modality blows my mind! BodyTalk is a health care system that helps pain and stress. It resets the nervous system by means of neuromuscular feedback. It is non intrusive and doesn’t interfere with any medicines.

At the class, we were a group of women coming together to learn about this unfamiliar science and maybe a bit about ourselves too. Even though each of us has a different story, we all have the desire to learn an alternative way of helping our bodies, and that of others, to become balanced. Some of the techniques brought out a lot of emotion and a few of the ladies were able to let the tears flow at will. As I watched this, I found myself envying their ability to open up like that.

The energy in the room was daunting! A group of ladies showing the courage it takes to look inside of ourselves and to take the steps to grow. We were in the right place at the right time, doing the right thing for ourselves. Many times throughout the weekend I had to stop, and say quietly to myself, “Thank you for the healing.”

The last day of class I found myself feeling emotional (of course, trying not to show it!) when it was time to say good by to the women who were total strangers to me just a few short days before. As I walked out of the class, I had a strong feeling of “leaving the nest” for the very first time but I know the insecurities I feel about my role as a BodyTalk practitioner will fade with experience. I left there with a new found respect for myself and a strong gratitude for the miracle of my body and my mind.

As I continue on my path of healing I wonder what is in store for me tomorrow. My search for good health has brought so many amazing people into my life and I’m very excited about what’s next. I look forward to a long and prosperous future.

Until next time, take care.

Sunday, March 13, 2011

Have you ever had the feeling that everything is going to be just fine, and that things will work out the best way possible for you? I have that feeling lately. It is like a huge weight has been lifted off my shoulder. I just know that the universe is directing me where I need to go. I guess that means that I’m right where I’m supposed to be at this time of my life. I feel so good people! I can’t describe it; it’s like a total acceptance of an exciting future. My life is evolving into an experience, different from what I thought it would be, but an amazing journey. I feel awakened and more alive than I ever felt before my diagnosis.

I strongly believe that my health issues were brought to me for a reason and that I truly can earn my way out of this. I feel that I am on the verge of discovering my purpose in life and I’m very excited to learn what that is!

I have had great luck with a combination of mainstream and alternative medicines to help in my healing process. Most recently I am very encouraged by the results I’m getting from BodyTalk treatments. I’ve had also the class to teach me to do the BodyTalk Access techniques to myself, which are designed to address common ailments or conditions. After a short period of time, I am seeing such a huge difference in many areas in my life.

I am so excited about this! I am now looking into taking more classes to become a BodyTalk practitioner. I want to share this with as many people as I can and hopefully help a few along the way.

As I start to accept the direction the universe is taking me, I am discovering some amazing things about myself and the world around me. It seems as though dialysis has become secondary in my life; a means to an end. The why of it has yet to be revealed but I remain positive and open to infinite possibilities.

Until next time, take care.

Monday, January 17, 2011

On the weekend I watched a program called Marketplace on CBC, the topic being homeopathic medicine. The anchor woman showed her complete lack of knowledge on the subject and, while showing her prejudice towards alternative medicine, spent the duration of the show trying to disprove the benefits of homeopathic treatments. On their website they report that the program shows no obvious bias and gives the lay person a good idea of what homeopathic medicine is all about. That statement proves that they know nothing about the subject; otherwise they would know what fools they made of themselves by allowing this show to air in a valiant attempt to make fools out of those of us who choose to put our trust in homeopathic doctors! This episode removed all credibility for the program. Sorry Marketplace. You got this one wrong.

Each day I’m reminded of how important it is to take control of our own health care. Society puts a lot of pressure on us to follow the norm, take the pills to mask the problem so that more health issues can manifest in our bodies. The pharmaceutical companies have a lot of control of what happens in our health care system and you can bet they want us to keep taking their drugs!

I am grateful to be finding a balance between mainstream and alternative medicines. My advice to you is to not let anyone’s opinion, including mine, decide your fate. No one person has all the answers and no one science has all the answers. You have the right to gather as many professional opinions as you need to look after your body. Practice communicating to each of your doctors the different things you are doing, so they can better decide how to proceed with their treatments for your case; which isn’t always easy but stick with it and demonstrate that you will be the one to decide your future.

I want to hear what you have to say about this or any other topic I write about. Lets discuss how we can help ourselves live a fuller an healthier life.

Until next time, take care.

Monday, January 10, 2011

The other day I was watching Dr. Oz. His guest that day was Deepak Chopra. They were talking about the benefits of meditation and proper nutrition. Deepak said that are bodies can’t rebuild cells if we eat “dead” food and that eating “living food” is best. I had no idea what he was talking about and so I looked it up.

I discovered that foods that have refined flour and added sugar in them are considered “dead” food. Generally if a food spoils quickly it is considered “living” food. This would include fresh fruits and vegetables, milk and cheese, freshly made potatoes and freshly baked bread. The article pointed out that the more milled, cooked and dried out a product is; the deader it is. Items that fall into the crispy crunchy category are particularly dead.

You can’t revitalize living cells with dead food! This makes a lot of sense to me. I will put some time into looking for more information about this topic. As I move forward in my healing journey I’m always finding new ways to support my goal. I’m excited about the concept of “living’ and “dead’ foods and I look forward to sharing what I learn with you.

Deepak Chopra also stressed the benefits of mediation. He gave some ideas for different meditation exercises. I have tried other techniques but had trouble concentrating so I will give his a try and see if I have better luck. I want to learn this craft because I can see that it would be good for my health.


Until next time, take care.

Monday, December 6, 2010

I feel much better these days. I am so glad to know that how I feel depends solely on my thoughts. I’m learning to train my thoughts to get me out of any slump. It really works.
I know the universe has some exciting things in store for me. I look forward to my future.
Until next time, take care.

Friday, July 30, 2010

This week I had my regular phone consultation with my homeopathic doctor, Dr. David. I usually look forward to these appts because it seemed as though he and my naturopathic doctor are the only doctors who believe in what I am trying to do. I was totally caught off guard when he said that maybe it wasn’t possible for my kidneys to heal. If it was liver it might be possible but not the kidney.

At one time my mainstream specialists told me that also and I was very upset. When I told Dr. David about that comment he asked if I was going to let them decide my destiny. I am so confused as to his comments now. I also feel very bad because I needed that support. Anyway, I told him that it would be good to have my example of healed kidneys to use for other patients. I don’t see it as my job for me to reassure him but I guess I needed to hear that as much as he did.

It is crazy how I just can’t doubt this process. It’s as though I have some kind of knowing that I will some day be living a life free of dis-ease. So I move forward the best I can. I told Dr .David that I felt it was time to try something new. Something to give my body a bit of a jump start because things were stagnating and there had been no change for awhile. He is sending me another remedy to go along with the one I’m taking now. It might help.

Tonight I watched the Larry King show on NBC channel. His guest was Tony Robbins, a motivational life coach who helps people get there lives back in order. I’m going to look for his books in the hopes of discovering another avenue I haven’t tapped into yet.

I’m making an appt with a naturopathic kidney specialist in Vancouver. I have to finish filling out a form about my health history and then he and I will talk. I’m looking forward to that. The universe provides the people needed as I’m ready. I’m very grateful.

Until next time, take care.